tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29210276528155781922012-01-08T01:48:25.999+07:00~ thehiddennotes ~I feel, I do, I share, I wrote, I hide.mydirtylittlesecretshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03709814369447587352noreply@blogger.comBlogger21100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2921027652815578192.post-8334644368676316972012-01-08T01:11:00.000+07:002012-01-08T01:12:25.655+07:00After 1 year 7 months ...<div style="color: orange; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">Finally today! After 1 year 7 months ago... we met at a 'hidden place' that I never brought my boyfriend here. We just sat down face to face, enjoy to staring each other. Yup.. Ternyata gw masih jatuh cinta ke dia, with the same way... This is hard!</div><div style="color: orange; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><br /></div><div style="color: orange; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">Sebelum hari ini, semalem gw terang2an minta sm Tuhan, supaya moment ini diijinin tetap terjadi (doa yang konyol sih emang).. tapi gw juga minta Tuhan supaya jaga gw, supaya gak ada 'setan lewat' di saat pertemuan gw & dia terjadi...karena sebentar lagi adalah my big day, the wedding day... Gw gak mau smua jd kacau seandainya gw lepas kontrol hari ini... :(</div><div style="color: orange; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><br /></div><div style="color: orange; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">But you know what?? Gw nyesel berdoa gitu sm Tuhan, krn ternyata gw bener2 'pingin' terjadi sesuatu antara gw & dia saat itu! Gosh!!</div><div style="color: orange; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><br /></div><div style="color: orange; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">Obrolan, makanan, minuman... we do really shared each other. We missed our past moment thou'... Gak bohong, masih ada binar2 itu di mata dia, dan gw yakin begitu juga di mata gw... </div><div style="color: orange; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><br /></div><div style="color: orange; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">Sayang, 'our meeting' terbatas waktu, karena gw ada janji sama cowok gw (my future husband) sore ini.. Waktu gw tanya apa dia terburu2, dia jwb "Aku sih free mo sampe pagi skalian pun". This is means a lot!</div><div style="color: orange; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><br /></div><div style="color: orange; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">Semua obrolan ringan, cuma skali2 disisipin flirting2 kayak waktu gw & dia masih sama2 sekantor dulu.. Beberapa topik obrolan juga ada yang seputar nostalgia waktu kita flirting each other & make some hidden dates ;)</div><div style="color: orange; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><br /></div><div style="color: orange; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">Then the time is up. I have to go. No squeeze hand, no cuddle, no kisses. Dia masih 'maen aman' kayak dulu. Sampe kapan dia mau begini terus?? Apa masih kurang juga sinyal dari gw, sinyal klo gw 'menunggu' aksi lebih lanjut dr dia?? Fyuhh...</div><div style="color: orange; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><br /></div><div style="color: orange; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">He dropped me outside the building. Satu2nya yang 'tertinggal' cuma dia ngerangkul pinggang gw & bilang "Hati2 ya.." & ngacak2 rambut gw dgn gemes waktu dia tanya kapan tanggal gw married & gw cm jwb "Belum tau pastinya, pokoknya ntar dikasih tau"... </div><div style="color: orange; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><br /></div><div style="color: orange; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">We just promised, we will meet again next time....BEFORE the 'big day' comes...</div><div style="color: orange; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><br /></div><div style="color: orange; font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">Today, I just realized... I still love him, indeed... :(</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2921027652815578192-833464436867631697?l=thehiddennotes.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mydirtylittlesecretshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03709814369447587352noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2921027652815578192.post-43059669193084059902012-01-08T00:44:00.000+07:002012-01-08T00:44:17.815+07:00It's all the 'new' beginning...<div style="color: yellow; font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">Kemarin malem gak sengaja keinget dia waktu lagi di kamar mandi. Selesai dari kamar mandi, buka HP ternyata ada sms dari dia. Singkat.</span></div><div style="color: yellow; font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif;"><br /></div><div style="color: yellow; font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><b>Dia : Hai lg dmana? Sudah kerja lg blum?</b></span></div><div style="color: yellow; font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><br /></div><div style="color: yellow; font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">Simple, tp cukup bikin jantung gw mo copot. Belakangan ini, tiap kali gw lagi keinget dia, SELALU gak lama kemudian gw terima sms dari dia. </span><span style="font-size: small;">Don't know why... </span><span style="font-size: small;">Dan ini sms pertama setelah sebulan lalu, setelah sebelumnya hampir 6 bulan tanpa kabar. Akhirnya gw bales juga.</span></div><div style="color: yellow; font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif;"><br /></div><div style="color: yellow; font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><b>Gw : Kok bs ya kmu sll mndadak sms klo pas aq lg keinget? Hehehe :) Aq blm kerja lg, abisnya tanggung juga sih, lg repot2nya ngurus prsiapan married..</b></span></div><div style="color: yellow; font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><br /></div><div style="color: yellow; font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">Gak lama kemudian...</span></div><div style="color: yellow; font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><br /></div><div style="color: yellow; font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><b>Dia : Ktmuan msh bsa ga? Sabtu ato Minggu ktmuan yuk, kmrn2 aku ribet bgt..</b></span></div><div style="color: yellow; font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div style="color: yellow; font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">Hhmmm... I heard someone got panic.. :p</span></div><div style="color: yellow; font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><br /></div><div style="color: yellow; font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">Selanjutnya........................ It's all about arranging the meeting... :)</span></div><div style="color: yellow; font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">Yes, I can't hardly wait 'til the moment come...</span></div><div style="color: yellow; font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"> <span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2921027652815578192-4305966919308405990?l=thehiddennotes.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mydirtylittlesecretshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03709814369447587352noreply@blogger.com0